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# The Way I Am Now

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The Way I Am Now: Amber Smith (The Way I Used to Be) : Smith, Amber: desertcart.co.uk: Books

Review: Good - Such a good book!! really would recommend, read the first one tho obvs
Review: Thankful - Ohhh this felt like a for the fans book, and I’m so greatly for Amber Smith giving us this next stage of Eden and Josh’s story. I loved having the mix of both perspectives. I felt like because of the time jump there were certainly some avenues and plots/perspectives we could’ve delved deeper into (how her family were, Caelin’s journey) I loved the recovery of Josh’s family relationship, and also the moments between Caelin and Eden. There were some great side characters (Dominic, Parker and of course the ultimate ride and die Mara). I didn’t particularly enjoy that there was still a dynamic of it being up to Josh to wait and resolve the conflict in part three; tbf I think he deserved better support than he got but obviously I can never full understand the thought process and healing that it takes to go through what Eden or Josh have. Overall, I really liked it! And will definitely read Amber Smith going forward.

## Technical Specifications

| Specification | Value |
|---------------|-------|
| Best Sellers Rank | 8,979 in Books ( See Top 100 in Books ) 2 in Young Adult Nonfiction on Physical & Emotional Abuse 3 in Young Adult Nonfiction on Depression & Mental Health 5 in Young Adult Fiction on Drugs & Alcohol Abuse |
| Book 2 of 2  | The Way I Used to Be |
| Customer reviews | 4.5 4.5 out of 5 stars (4,506) |
| Dimensions  | 12.9 x 3.1 x 19.8 cm |
| Edition  | B-Format Original |
| ISBN-10  | 0861546822 |
| ISBN-13  | 978-0861546824 |
| Item weight  | 294 g |
| Language  | English |
| Print length  | 432 pages |
| Publication date  | 7 Nov. 2023 |
| Publisher  | Rock the Boat |
| Reading age  | 13 - 18 years |

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## Customer Reviews

### ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Good
*by H***R on 7 December 2025*

Such a good book!! really would recommend, read the first one tho obvs

### ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Thankful
*by L***T on 12 November 2023*

Ohhh this felt like a for the fans book, and I’m so greatly for Amber Smith giving us this next stage of Eden and Josh’s story. I loved having the mix of both perspectives. I felt like because of the time jump there were certainly some avenues and plots/perspectives we could’ve delved deeper into (how her family were, Caelin’s journey) I loved the recovery of Josh’s family relationship, and also the moments between Caelin and Eden. There were some great side characters (Dominic, Parker and of course the ultimate ride and die Mara). I didn’t particularly enjoy that there was still a dynamic of it being up to Josh to wait and resolve the conflict in part three; tbf I think he deserved better support than he got but obviously I can never full understand the thought process and healing that it takes to go through what Eden or Josh have. Overall, I really liked it! And will definitely read Amber Smith going forward.

### ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Good
*by J***J on 31 October 2025*

Great book

## Frequently Bought Together

- The Way I Am Now
- If He Had Been with Me

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